my husband has never been my friend or have ever tried.. Another day of emotions buried..feelings left in said and the frustration of uncertainty. who awakens a woman's love with no intention of loving her" -Bob Marley I don't think one should waste their time on someone who only wants you around when it's convenient for them.
that something wasn't quite right, your intuition tingling, trying to tell you something that you couldn't quite hear. when we met the chase his perspective on life dreams ambition morals where everything I ever wanted in life ," he is still my dream guy " with no buts , just desire I desire the free man I met I desire the chase I desire... Maybe it's those things that I miss the most and am seeking out. I took my girls kayaking then I cooked dinner and am now sitting by myself.
Impossible so *any* opportunity the presents itself is jumped on (pun intended). know my husband and I are like strangers in our home.
This morning I made two attempts at a quickie while the kids were adequately occupied. Wellllllllll yesterday he took me out on a date ...dinner and a movie still not much conversation but hey it was nice and I really felt like he was trying.
I was befor like these rooms bwcouse it is a way of getting out of the marriage problems and have some fun in the same time. I have a female that i only known her since i known online chating....already 5 years ago, Some of my friend in my contact in my yahoo messenger are mariange and some of them still single.
I dont know what happen, are the people have changed? Definitely the singlre one is more fun to chat....cause they no need to care what they say if compare to the not single one they more cauntion what they want to talk.
And if you ask her about her marriage, she feels its ok and everything is fine.
ugh honest with myself and allow you to blame me for the failure of our marriage.... Now in this modern world we are bombarded with so much information on lives, cultures...
It is my fault I strayed after 19 years of sexual neglect... I would have stayed single 4 life and only had friends.
without even realizing it, I went down the same path as my father. Someday ur gonna miss all the times I asked for a kiss and u didn't give me one Someday ur gonna miss me asking for a foot massage after a 12 hour set up day and u didn't bother with me Someday ur gonna miss having me... I hate not having someone to sit up with, chat to, laugh with & be intimate with. than 2 months since I posted my first story...thanks to the people who responded. Sometimes we do petting but I feel like I married a teenager. During this time, I totally devoted my life to being a loyal wife and a good mother. It started a few months ago and our daughter asked my husband (h) and her father to sleep in her bed with her. Is it even possible once we've drifted so far apart?
Someone who knows when I need some attention, when I need to offload & talk about my day. If he doesn't want sex ANYMORE he should talk to me about it and be honest! Things have moved on and I feel like posting again. When I last posted I mentioned how my wife had gone from no sex, to no kissing and really no... Now that my baby is 17, we finally have time for us.